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What a night

Boar ... Felix was asleep and did not want, he yelled like crazy and yell at last, after an hour of watching, cuddling and holding hands again he is asleep. Hope the night is quiet ...
The poor has a cold again and I think he feels just Sch .. if I take him on the arm rest is. Well, it's also only a human being .. ;)

Then I discovered something amazing today. My purple splendor perch got boy. So about 15-20 small Fischli now swim around more in my aquarium. That's so fast I could not for want of thought, but the two have only a 2 Weeks purchased. Hmmm, think, yes, clearly that was on February 14, the day of lovers, now nothing surprises me more ... :) It's great to watch as the young are guarded, alas, it is a fish too close to the brood, but there will be hunted down like crazy. Great parents!

You look down the right, but only bigger;)

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my first blog award!

Hello everybody, I'm looking forward very much, I've got a Blog Award get from dear Miss Hilarious (:.
rules:

Thank the person who gave you the award and link back to them in your post

Tell us 7 things about yourself.

Award recently discovered 15 new bloggers.

first allergroeßte my fear is that my love could fall in love with another jmd.
second I bake really love, but hate to clean up the kitchen afterwards.
third For most things I'm totally undecided.
4th I could live without candy a day.
5th I hate quietly since the first or second class my body.
6th I never realized that I so dependent on something / jmd could be until I met my sweetheart.
7th the school is the biggest pile of crap in my life.


[secret Fact 8: I can think clearly not a particularly positive things about me. : D]

and I nominiereeeeee:

Lee's Blog
Paula's blog
Amanda's Blog

and actually Miss Hilarious blog, but from her I was so tagged already and I you do not want the same back send must

with Love ♥
Bella

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winter playground

Today I was with Felix, daughter and granddaughter at the winter playground. The Protestant church makes its facilities available and charges from January to March all children up to 8 years each Thursday for 3 hours to play, crafts, eat cake rage, listening to stories bouncy castle and jump.
I was today 2.nd times since, and Felix was like crazy, and ran from one room to another.
The beautiful, the offer is huge and coffee, cakes and drinks will be sponsored by the parishioners. I'm looking forward to next week and Felix too;)

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A layout for STMG # 54

The layout of Anja I loved that I had to imitate. ..
The lines I have again stamped with rubber bands. The photo is from the year 2000, there was my youngest daughter, so about 3 1 / 2 years old.



same time I've used one, the cut-paper. The other 2 I will make a mess of it;)

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an hour to go around

Hello dear ones,
in less than two hours I get up again, get ready and move me to the school to an education that I quit anyway after this year; (. will, and only for family allowances, insurance and bus fare by the summer would continue.
malwieder I am alone in his bed. And I miss him. But I can not just go to my room and cuddle me in his arms, he's not there.
It is 740km far away in another bed and is also alone.
London.
How happy I would be with him. Not only because London is a city just overwhelming and I been so long again there would like to, but because he is missing me awfully, while it is 24 hours ago, we were still together in the shower and have finished packing his bag.

We were already over 2 weeks, separated almost 3, but that was before I loved him. The time was very nice so it was distracted most of the time not so hard.
And once, as we were for 5 Days separately, as it was gone. In the time I was just new to the school and was very busy and got me at the weekend which made him and sent many sms. When he was a feature back earlier than expected has gone, I'll be right again to him, because at the time it was already love.
And now ... what is it now? What is the increase in the form of love?
I have no words for it.
But now I'm sitting here in his room.
All last night I was awake in time to wake him to get his laundry and sort, just everything. All morning I was still awake. Eventually, I went to sleep until my mother called me early this morning has. Since I'm awake. Add and read and watch movies. And
miss him.
Did not get my roommate to face today.
I already feel almost lonely, usually I am always familiar to him to have me.
I miss him when he is 2 hours at the rehearsal. He is always much shorter the time before. But when I'm home and imitate something had, he then comes home and I have no time for him, then he misses me so much that he simply follows me and cuddles me and kisses at every opportunity.
this morning [more night] he told me he would miss me already, because he knew that it stays longer away. I've got two sms from him in which he was missing me and in a stand, he would back to me do.
This is so beautiful, but in a bittersweet kind

I would like to follow behind you.
Ohja.
that would be nice.
I can wait no longer Friday. And whoever gets up, I come, too. I can not wait until you are home with me.

Bella.

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>> Just a few things ...

What's new?
lot of work, now the weekend. Nothing special really ...
Yesterday I thought I had lost my iPod: -0 I'm almost out ticking and in tears broke out xD And then he finds himself in the folds of my control stick in the car again xDDDD Since mans can not even find. But God is to me like a stone from the heart! If would have been gone! Otherwise
is really quite dead shorts at the moment ... I've tinkered
three small signatures seen: a signature, three variations
xD And just I have a new preview:

From the category for "Mr. Sunshine"? Episode 3
* * loool xDDDD baggy

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weekend

I'm looking forward to tonight. It will: towed, dished geratscht, laughed, exchanged, photographed drunk, forget eating, and maybe build something the way sometimes;)

Yes, yes, they are the Kassel Crops with the "insane"! Always nice, funny and above all "relaxing"!

Yes I'm looking forward to seeing you!

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The good old D-Mark

When I recently Felix my bowl with my collection of coins from all countries was, I was looking times the pennies and mark pieces out of old times. It's still quite a lot of what came to light about 15DM.
As for the rest, I've started collecting when I was a child once found a few coins Italy in the dustbin. Then I always have to get again found some, or bring your own.

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eat the cut papers

I sometimes follow Nina's proposal and finally used my papers yet so many of the cut;)



One I have already used and that the back of the right paper.

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I grumble but only to you, not to be the imperfect part of love.

Hello dear ones,
I must apologize for my negative thoughts and pessimism of late - not only because I prefer that one probably someone down, also because I just do not want to be.

I'm the years Terroriesierung added by my parents, especially my father finally fled
I have my wish, I have tried for a year to implement the impossible way realized
I have this weird heavy burden that I kept awake again all night long and cry brought at last clarified, accepted and deposited,
I did something I thought I would make it niewieder, at least not as long as I'm still just me.

But, now I live without my parents, had managed to move out.
I've reconciled with my ex-boyfriend, the dreams have aufgehoert of him, I accepted it, it is now an important part of my past, but that was it.
I've managed to allow feelings to me have been blunted in my head too much.
I have suddenly, although there was really nothing I could say about my feelings to you, my friends told of you, I said, "There is someone I have known 'and everyone was amazed.

all knew me only as that which has always been celebrated only
the one that has always rumgevoegelt only somewhere
the one that was inaccessible anyway, although there have you the feeling to understand each other,
those indeed was a really good friend, but as many have spoken badly about it, and still was cool to all and each has zugehoert who uses it added.
but never as the one that was in love, a word has lost about your own feelings or told by someone special.

how it was given.

relationships? Haha, funny when I want to stress, I go inside the supermarket.

Yes that was me.

But then he came.

And suddenly were relations but not at longer so shit and the happy couple in the park not only annoying and cheesy, suddenly everything was different, for the walls I had built around me when I am in hiding, were cracked and would crumble protect, not me from what was lurking out there.

And yet, when I felt your gentle kisses, think of your face as you told me 'I think I'm in love with you ...' and how at the moment not only my heart but my brain exposed, I do not know what happened. But later when I'm at the bus stop and the bus is gone, I sat down there and paint a heart on the stone, and my thoughts revolve around you you you.

You have destroyed my bunker, you made me weak and vulnerable.
But for that you give me the most beautiful, what a man can give another.
You've built a palace for me, splendid and marvelous, in many colors, with a personal touch.
And how each lock has an unattractive, uncomfortable basement. Sometimes I go down there and if I do I feel like I would be caught. But any time you get to the basement and tell me that the door is still open and I can always back out, back toMy lock, back to you.

Because you are always there when I need you.
And I need you forever.



in love, Bella.

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Tasty Blog

I have a little bit and I dusted off my recipe blog to write to and after a few more recipes. Maybe
is one or the other for you here.

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wasted time?

I would have time to play now the time to finish 2 layouts for Communion. that I am determined, Ingo has a game and I dedicate myself to the layout, Yeah!

Instead, I sit in front of the aquarium and look for hours at the fish ...
it is also too good today I bought some new, including two Purple
superb perch are hach the beautiful ...

is now set up the pool so far and I am quite satisfied with the result.

Well, we just move the layout to the next ... ;)

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Today Valentine's Day, so ...

;)

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>> haha xD



"Just like that ... sure Why do not I just give you a ride home too ..? . "Okay!" "Oh my god! I do not aprove of this behavior, young lady! That is dangerous ... is that at eight?" xDDD

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Happy Birthday to me.

Hello dear ones,
today is my birthday and I would say, so far he is not in the top 15 of my best birthdays ... and I will be 17th mjah.
Yesterday I baked with a girlfriend and a roommate of mine really great biscuits, it was actually all very nice but in the evening I was pretty down. My love wanted but then again umbedingt gamble with our a roommate and was hoping I would then sleep in time, but somehow got into the ego and a half hours is not done. When he was like back then, he has gone to me, so stupid, so even though I am not at all in my arm, I will still only in his arm. And one day I was
been totally nerfed because I wanted to sleep yet because it was soon to be 12 clock yes.
Then I told him that I do not want that and I turned around. And I just fell asleep. Actually, yes it would have been good times, but of course I could, here in his room at the high temperature and crushed in his bed not long Sleep to 0:30 am I woke up and staggering to the bathroom, he was apparently awake and asked me where I wanted, but I had not bothered to reply. Then I came into the room, have identified the laptop and then I said to express 'down' in order that I go to my room. He came to me a short time later after me and wanted to know what was going on, has apologized, but I told him basically that he do not like a girl do when I'm annoyed by it. From this he probably meant that he now will be assi and he has then been implemented, but I think it is, not so bad. I asked him if I like him and why he was so far never clearly is it just me, compared to a suppressed side of him.
Then he fell asleep and I lay awake until 5:30 am but fell asleep.
Actually it's really okay, but still I am not going to sit here all alone. ): Not only because my birthday is, but it also would be such a sad day.

Therefore, happy birthday to me.
And now I drive right into town to buy some stuff and brownies for coffee drinking later to make with my parents. Sfz.

My sweetheart this morning adopted and congratulated me again when I was sleeping. I hope that everything in a few hours well, if he is back.

you all a wonderful Valentine's Day,
greetings.

♥ Bella.

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>> happy xDD

After me my dark (but added fun) Desktop has become depressing, I had an once made a new xD Hab grad new pictures displayed and then the same time thrown together ^ _ ^ Then get my life right now at least a little 'sunshine': D
Sarah's current desktop = P

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how can something far away feel so real?

Hello my friends, I must apologize for
all the negative posts, I will not disseminate lousy mood, and now I feel better.
the way, I'm not awake yet, but still.
All night I've seen the fourth season of Skins and looked ready.
I could say so much, I love Effy, Freddie, I think Cook just always an idiot, I love Naomily;) and so on.
But first, there was a show I wanted to look for a long time, and that was not skins, but The L-Word. From the first episode on I was like trapped in the series, featuring the wonderful Jenny [seem to hate all else], and the fascinating Marina, the greatest couple ever. ♥

And Shane, what can I say, just Shane. And I hate Carmen! : D Shane is like Effy, a bit. I love love love this fucked up, seemingly numb girls both. ♥

repays, chained as I have, I first spent 5 seasons as fast as I could by seen, but then regrets mikrige because the last season has only 8 episodes and I did not think it's over. To date I have not seen the last two episodes of TLW. The Skins
has brought me to think ... Skins changes every two seasons its cast, there is not even 10 EPS per season, but somehow you get the feeling you know them all a good thing.
The first season skins I've only begun to 'escape' to TLW and Naja, was quite cool, a lot of school and so worried, but what of the partying and without restraint, not as 'gay' as in the American series where all accessible only to school and university friends and so-called 'parties' turn. Surprisingly,
put out everything that I have the last episode of first season had ever seen anywhere on TV [but it was then held for a film with a dramatic end in the middle I would have only switched in ... if only I knew would have .^^]. I really only liked Cassie total, all other characters were pretty lame, and Tony somehow I find totally stupid to date. Effy I also liked, only because of her double life, but one has not noticed much of her.
out of boredom I then looked to have seen everywhere that all the second gene. love and whatnot, even though I was somehow annoyed, but then, oh wow yes and Freddie is just about the hottest guy in the whole series! ♥ [and something from me, does that mean that]

And until almost the end of the 4th season was not aware I was already infatuated, how could a love-hate relationship develop into a TV show, not only cheer, hate-love, no. Effy, problems, love and life. My life. I feel just as close as I can understand every tear, every laugh, every breath, because that's all schonmal happened.
I will not say that my whole life was in every detail as that of one character from a teen drama series, but basically I felt what they felt and that it makes that ridiculous show me so is near. I wanted to get rid of the
times.
I will certainly again about some things Leave in skins and TLW, because I have not even speak to the poor victim, haha: D and my love is not something doing to it and I still always have to blabber full.
You know what I do now?
I think I see now on the last two episodes of TLW, so I can finally put to rest. And one probably
, one probably, one probably I will start sometime in the 5th season of Skins. My guess is that no one ever rankommt to the second cast, but still. Since there is a movie with the second gene. to give, I do not know if I should be happy or not, because somehow it is quite far away, the 'people familiar with the man' to see, but in a different plot. After all, things are happening. Already in the film all already? Does the film the story of the 3rd and 4th season together? I'm so excited! But in the end anyway again disappointed.
Let's see, let's see.
And now, the L-Word!

♥ All my love to my wonderful readers
♥ Bella.

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desktop>> Mr. Sunshine

I have a few days / weeks which tells of a new sitcom. This new (U.S.) sitcom called Mr. Sunshine, with Matthew Perry (aka Chandler Bing, Friends). He got the lead role and is the producer of this sitcom. I have just seen the first episode and I must say: Bravo! (=
Actually, this first episode is even aired tomorrow in the U.S., Canada aaaaaber they were there yesterday to see and so I could just watch it already = P Finally back what was new for Sarah! = P
preliminary it has soooo much to see trailers and promos that have already made a right meal xD
Mr. Sunshine ABC rocks because you get information and more to all ^ _ ^ And a couple of promos and trailers (if not all out there xD)
Hach yes, Mr. Sunshine (=

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out of control.

I waited until he came, he was there and then down to me, but I could not simply that at the moment, it was too much for me. I've turned off the PC, my two bags in which I had packed my clothes caught and told him that I would get the laptop tomorrow. He was totally exhausted, did not understand what was going on and asked if I wanted to do in the end closure. I told him, I do not want to make statements, but he has already left me long ago. Then I went down to my room. He had written to me after he got the note from him on the stand I love you 'found on the back of' whosoever believes I. He asked me if I really do not believe him and I said yes. He asked what we do now and I said I do not know and he just left.

In that moment I just wanted to be dead.
Did I put in my ice-cold, empty bed and cried so loud that you have heard it to go out in the kitchen, I'm sure. I've cried so long until I have the nails so deep into my Arms had grabbed that I could not stop crying with. I got up and walked up to him. At the moment it has not counted that he's such a ass was up all night or something.
I knock against his door and it is open, the door opens a crack, he asks who is there, I do not see in the dark. 'I' I whisper, he is pulls me in, take me in the arm, says nothing, just sobbing. I can not believe that he is crying again, because I'm so stupid. He can not even be correct, we both cry and I move both of us slowly towards the bed, I'll lie down and sit with him, we talk but he is crying in between so loud that it almost cries out to me is a shit if anyone hears us, I just want him stop, I'm hurt so much. I tell him that I believe him. Except that I did not for more than 5 hours left crying alone in a room would have. Everything is funny, he does not stop at some point he sleeps but I lie awake. I get up, search the note, the note is gone, I'll take the Edding on the desk and start everywhere to write in my arms, must avoid the burning scratch, he has to date seen only one of them even though they are big and red . Then my wobbly legs, my disgusting, again Lichen, fat bellies [this is an understatement.] My shoulders, my face. At some point I stop, put me to bed and fall into something like like a coma.
The next morning he wakes up before me, I wake up from his movement. He takes my arm, I think he sees the scratches shit, what have I just done. But he only reads what is on my arms. I manage to open his eyes, somehow we cuddle but he still looks so exhausted and sad, I always wonder what it would be but he says nothing. I say it a thousand times that I will do everything for him he wants me just say something, but he says, as always, he does not know it. I caress his belly in circles and when I'm down, he says, should I continue. I know what he wants.
is it better then he is back to normal, he told me what happened last night, however, I have not noticed.
But something is broken. His touch makes me not fond of it, I really want him, but his body does not with mine too does not. What is wrong with us?

Excuse my eternally long posts, but I can not help it.
Thank you I still remain true. I ♥ U!
Bella.

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on the fish come

The weekend was anything but boring. On Saturday I picked up at a girlfriend a 200 l aquarium and was then late in the evening still busy. Oh, I'm so excited, I schonmal in a similar size but had it had given due space and lack of time shortage.

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carry bulky yesterday for 5 hours. The apartment of my deceased grandparents must be resolved. Since we had much to do. Of 3 Stcokwerk everything down and stacked behind the house. Attic and basement, naturally, still full.
So many stairs oh dear, I'm going to feel good afternoon determined in the calves.

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no.

This is too much.
For some reason I completely stupid just begun to clean up his room, probably to emulate what stundenlangnur worthwhile than to sit here.
When she had then for the third time already knocked on the door since I'm sitting here, I have decided to Open the assumption it would be the same friend as before. but a friend who was worried about me. When he was asked what's wrong I just say that I feel not so good and then I wanted to spoil anyone's mood, he has simply set for a while with me and talked to me and somehow it was good. As I have not endured and had to go to the bathroom, we went went out of the room, he's down and I went shortly afterwards and in my bathroom without getting a look into the living room. When I went back I have just met then-called friend who was happy to see me. I just still talking briefly with her friend and then looked into the living room where only a drunk guy with his buddy rumsaß. She said then the others would be out in the billiard-scales. So I just went out with a lot again, he was with a few mates on the back of the room, he saw that I got in because the others have already called my name from afar. He has honored me not look so suspicious and he was back with a few people and I knew he already smokes pot.
He who has meant that he smokes pot one probably 2-3 times a year, it's not so exhausted and called me a drug victim because I used exaggerated Sun Exactly the smokes pot now for the second time in two weeks. I'm so pissed. He does it only have a reason to shoot him, he is likely always drunk. So beautiful that I was not otherwise withstand.
Such a asshole. The second room key is inserted from the inside of the locked door. And I stay here so long to get in, he tried. Although he probably will not do. I trust him to that he was simply placed in my room because he is so ready.
I emulate the extreme desire which I have very often, is likely to lie in my wavering mind but it's me then so was able to give a shit and later I ask myself how I like that.

His cell phone is here.
I could delete my sms and the picture of me.
I could quote the papers, I love you 'might tear. I could
the frame, the photos and the image with the 'I love you' throw me in the trash or hide.
I could collect all my stuff here and put them in my room.

But I know that if I do that, then I broke something that looks final.
And I know exactly how much I love him and I do not want him to leave me. But already it feels like just the same. Whether he would have left me. As if we did not last even roommates.


Why must it always be so?

Bella.

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insight is the first step to recovery. Not!

He unlocks the door, switched on the light and come clean. Blinded, I stare in the direction where I hear it. He's just what comes to me.
-I would like to kiss you. May I?
Waurm you ask?
-Is that a no?
No, I did not say that.
-I want a sincere kiss.

...

-I know I'm an ass.
That makes it no better.
-I know.

away.

tremble.

Bella.