Hello dear ones,
I must apologize for my negative thoughts and pessimism of late - not only because I prefer that one probably someone down, also because I just do not want to be.
I'm the years Terroriesierung added by my parents, especially my father finally fled
I have my wish, I have tried for a year to implement the impossible way realized
I have this weird heavy burden that I kept awake again all night long and cry brought at last clarified, accepted and deposited,
I did something I thought I would make it niewieder, at least not as long as I'm still just me.
But, now I live without my parents, had managed to move out.
I've reconciled with my ex-boyfriend, the dreams have aufgehoert of him, I accepted it, it is now an important part of my past, but that was it.
I've managed to allow feelings to me have been blunted in my head too much.
I have suddenly, although there was really nothing I could say about my feelings to you, my friends told of you, I said, "There is someone I have known 'and everyone was amazed.
all knew me only as that which has always been celebrated only
the one that has always rumgevoegelt only somewhere
the one that was inaccessible anyway, although there have you the feeling to understand each other,
those indeed was a really good friend, but as many have spoken badly about it, and still was cool to all and each has zugehoert who uses it added.
but never as the one that was in love, a word has lost about your own feelings or told by someone special.
how it was given.
relationships? Haha, funny when I want to stress, I go inside the supermarket.
Yes that was me.
But then he came.
And suddenly were relations but not at longer so shit and the happy couple in the park not only annoying and cheesy, suddenly everything was different, for the walls I had built around me when I am in hiding, were cracked and would crumble protect, not me from what was lurking out there.
And yet, when I felt your gentle kisses, think of your face as you told me 'I think I'm in love with you ...' and how at the moment not only my heart but my brain exposed, I do not know what happened. But later when I'm at the bus stop and the bus is gone, I sat down there and paint a heart on the stone, and my thoughts revolve around you you you.
You have destroyed my bunker, you made me weak and vulnerable.
But for that you give me the most beautiful, what a man can give another.
You've built a palace for me, splendid and marvelous, in many colors, with a personal touch.
And how each lock has an unattractive, uncomfortable basement. Sometimes I go down there and if I do I feel like I would be caught. But any time you get to the basement and tell me that the door is still open and I can always back out, back toMy lock, back to you.
Because you are always there when I need you.
And I need you forever.
in love, Bella.
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