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Hello dear ones, as you may have noticed
, cook and eat, I really like, I'm having fun trying out new things and am always pleased when I manage to cook something .
read the other hand, I very frequently Ana various blogs, they fascinate me in some weird way. As with my Boyfriend live together and my laptop actually is always in his room, there is still a kind of thrill that I can read it in secret if he is not there or so distracted that he asks not always what I read for as .
All this triggered in me very mixed feelings.
I want to cook delicious and healthy.
I want to eat every day only 500kcal.
After my friend has now seen once again that I have read a blog Ana, he immediately asked if I would want some way off, totally worried. The more he would notice it when I eat would not. Something is much more difficult as parents to control the one because he always noticed if something is wrong with me. And he would see, If I did not eat any more.
But since the dream before last night's all nurnoch worse.
She was as thin and beautiful!
I do not know what to do, go on as it should. I'm not at all control over myself to eat anything sweet. Sometime in 2009 I once with a girlfriend one months eat any candy. How could I ever make in life? I do not know, but I lost time just 3 pounds. And now I'm fatter than ever before. My BMI is 23 that's just before the ascendancy! Things can not go. My love always tells me how he finds me very beautiful, that he used my body great place, but that can not be. I'm on both sides my hips have a shower when I discovered Dehnungsstriefen ... I was crying just before. And then I'm not even a balance here. I can only prevail when I walk quickly with my parents up to the bathroom. The last time I had eaten and 65.2 kg. A fear, as always.

Love, from your slightly desperate Bella. ♥

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Hello dear ones,

me to feel a little better than in the previous post. But I'm still shocked shocked, call it as you wish.

have also I still do not dare him something to say.

But I want to do it again before I sleep, before the darkness catches up with me.

I just Mulshine Shelley's [it is a beautiful young woman and I think of what you blog, very likable.] Blog reading and found this cute questionnaire. (:

He is in English, I will answer in English because I did not translate wanted

Pure boredom, it's up to you whether you read this,..)

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Are you in a relationship? yesss.
Have you kissed anyone today? Yes, only minutes ago. ♥
Where do you draw the line for cheating? That's kinda hard to say. It really depends on the situation. Giving a kiss to a friend or holding his/her hand to comfort him/her or show him/her your deep friendship is okay, I think. But kissing someone who isn't a close friend feels wrong and there is the line. Thinking romantic about another person isn't actually cheating but it would also feel wrong and hurt me if my love would do.
Are you romantic? Though it isn't easy for me, I can be, but only around my love.
How would you describe the perfect boyfriend?  well, he’s sitting on a chair 3 ft away and playing computer games…jk he just should love me the way I am and so I should. And that’s how it is.
How would you describe yourself as a girlfriend? Kind of difficult sometimes, because I’m oversensitive. But I also care a lot about him.
What’s important in a relationship ? Love. Confidence. Having fun together. Giving the partner the head space he needs.
Have you ever cried in front of someone you liked ? yes,unfortunately.
Have you ever played with anyones feelings? I think so, but I really can’t remember why. It’s already a few years ago, when I wasn’t even a teenager.
How many relationships have you been in? Two.
How long was your longest relationship? A little more than half a year and still everything is perfect. ♥
How long was your shortest? A little more than 4 month, with my ex.
Do you want to be single or be in a relationship? Haha, in a relationship since I’m in one, but before I fell in love with my boyfriend, I always disliked relationships. Even during my first relationship.
Are you a good girlfriend? I really hope so.
Who (of the opposite sex) did you sleep next to latest? My love, of course, like every night.
How old were your parents when they became a couple? My Mother was 18 and my father 21.
Would you tattoo the name of your love? I don’t think so because it’s not his name I connect most to him.
Have you mostly been the one to dump or the one to get dumped? I only had one relationship, I was dumped by him, but afterwards he wanted me back but I kinda dumped him.
Do you hate your ex? No, I never hated him. We are friends.
Have you ever wanted to get back together with your ex? As I wrote before, I didn’t want him back. A while after I ‘dumped’ him I wanted him back as a friend.
Do you still have anything from any old relationship? I’m not sure, I think there might be some pictures on my external hard drive from that time, nothing else.
When you want someone, what do you do? This only really happened one time. I’m a little shy so I just look into his eyes and smile a little when he looks back.
Best pick-up line? ‘wanna see my bed?’ jk .. they don’t really work, I think.
What would the perfect date look like? I never really thought about that. Maybe a romatic night in pairs with movies and stuff. Or a nice party. Or just being in a park in a summernight.
Who’s the most important person of the other sex in your life? No doubt, my love.
If your boyfriend cheated on you, what would you do? I guess I would cry every night for I-don’t-know-how-much-months. I couldn’t trust him anymore, but I don’t know if I would be able to break up with him. And depending on who the person was, I would be more depressed and also hate that person for fancying the same person like me.
Do you want to get married? Why/why not? Not before I’m 18, but I really want. It’s useful, because e.g. I have the permission to see him if he is at itensive care. I think it makes a relationship more serious.
Do you want to have children? Like most girls my age I don’t. I would hate getting pregnant and I even don’t like children. I don’t feel the need to pass along my genetic material or something like that. I love what I have, I don’t want anything I need to love too.
Do you fall in love easily? Absolutely not. I only fell hard one time. Unbelieveable but true: Love at first sight.
What do you fall for? special eyes, special charism.
What’s the most non-sexy thing you know? Scruffy, fat and foolish men.
How important is it that you have things in common? Really important. How else could you get along with a person for longer time?
Have you ever had your heart broken? I could not really say this. My ex cheated on me, he told me when he dumped me, but this wasn’t that bad for me, I knew this would happen earlier or later. After I dumped him, he started a fight and was getting really mean, this hurt a lot.
How do you hit on guys? I can’t tell I’m really hitting on to someone. I try to be nice and not too shy, but mostly I act like myself.
Do you prefer a certain kind of appearance on guys? I really love longer hair. And I really dislike if the guy has a feminine figure or is too thin. If I would want a girl, I would take one, and not a man. I prefer a few muscles.
Who was your first love? My boyfriend. ♥
What do you think about having sex on the first date? Whatever the person in the situation feels like. If someone just wants sex, it doesn’t matter if you have sex on the first or on the 4 ^th , 5 ^th or 6 ^th date.
What do you think about one night stands? It’s okay to have one night stands, if you feel like. But a relationship with love is much better than every one night stand could be.
Is love everything in life? Not everthing, but for me, the most important. I can not imagine live without love anymore.

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I'm going to make a cheese toast.

Good night . ♥

Bella.

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and again eats me up inside a dream.

it was terrible.
I wanted to cry, shout, no longer feel.
some point tonight I'm confused again Stuff dreamed. I think in our home was a party. I talk to the ex-girlfriend of my loved ones. Suddenly she says surprises again something 'Well your love for you is a stranger? "
I'm totally confused, they think makes a joke, suddenly I'm up in his room. He lies on the floor under him a girl. She has black hair and pale, like me, but it is much thinner, much more beautiful.
I almost fainted, I scream suggest it away, I do not know what happened. Then
nurnoch weird stuff. We are in a hotel in the city. Actually there is garkeine hotel, in my dream it was there. I was there with a family. It was not mine. I think people were of his family, I know it not. We wanted to leave. Somehow I have nothing packed. My love is not there. Somewhere in my mind constantly spitting image of him and the girl. Someone has said she is 14 Why I remember this, I do not know.
All the time I want my loved ones have around, anyway, but he's not there.
I will not ask whether or not he wanted to come with you on holiday. Who knows why.
suddenly he is there, everything is good.
But he wants to meet first.
I do not understand, I'm more confused. I always wake up again and fall asleep. Suddenly I wake
been definitively.
He is not there.
I am almost in panic.
I'm trying to calm her down.
It's been almost 2 clock.
Why did he not wake me as usual?
Is he in the gym?
I claw me the first things I think they wear today, and go to his room.
I hear music from above. In his room is niemad.
He is on top. I think shortly after if I can go up without crying or to be able to watch without him. Just as quickly as I thought, I reject it again and hurry up the stairs knock and go inside immediately. He and our roommate gamble. He looks at me, stretched out his arms to me. I literally threw myself into his arms and press down firmly. Relief.


but there's still the feeling. Painful, it haunts me. I know
not if I should tell him something.
I do not know at what should I tuen.
These dreams make me ready.
I do not want.

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'....>> A very happy New Year!

I wish all a Happy New Year!
on which this year brings health and happiness with it.


This time I have no pictures of their own fireworks. Have not even seen one: D I had this time decided not to work on New Years Eve and Christmas. I must say it was more comfortable than Christmas Eve 2009th

All the best to all (: