and again eats me up inside a dream.
it was terrible.
I wanted to cry, shout, no longer feel.
some point tonight I'm confused again Stuff dreamed. I think in our home was a party. I talk to the ex-girlfriend of my loved ones. Suddenly she says surprises again something 'Well your love for you is a stranger? "
I'm totally confused, they think makes a joke, suddenly I'm up in his room. He lies on the floor under him a girl. She has black hair and pale, like me, but it is much thinner, much more beautiful.
I almost fainted, I scream suggest it away, I do not know what happened. Then
nurnoch weird stuff. We are in a hotel in the city. Actually there is garkeine hotel, in my dream it was there. I was there with a family. It was not mine. I think people were of his family, I know it not. We wanted to leave. Somehow I have nothing packed. My love is not there. Somewhere in my mind constantly spitting image of him and the girl. Someone has said she is 14 Why I remember this, I do not know.
All the time I want my loved ones have around, anyway, but he's not there.
I will not ask whether or not he wanted to come with you on holiday. Who knows why.
suddenly he is there, everything is good.
But he wants to meet first.
I do not understand, I'm more confused. I always wake up again and fall asleep. Suddenly I wake
been definitively.
He is not there.
I am almost in panic.
I'm trying to calm her down.
It's been almost 2 clock.
Why did he not wake me as usual?
Is he in the gym?
I claw me the first things I think they wear today, and go to his room.
I hear music from above. In his room is niemad.
He is on top. I think shortly after if I can go up without crying or to be able to watch without him. Just as quickly as I thought, I reject it again and hurry up the stairs knock and go inside immediately. He and our roommate gamble. He looks at me, stretched out his arms to me. I literally threw myself into his arms and press down firmly. Relief.
but there's still the feeling. Painful, it haunts me. I know
not if I should tell him something.
I do not know at what should I tuen.
These dreams make me ready.
I do not want.
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